Sunday, February 25, 2007

miss my ma

"most of the battles of life are won, by looking beyond the clouds to the sun", eddy told me when im asked him bout "battles" in my life. at this time, 16 years ago my ma told me that i must be a winner of my life. she told me to fight all problemos that encounter me on each side. if only she is here today with me....i will hug her tight and tell her, ma...im now a doctor!! if only she could live longer to see me in a white coat handling my patients and fullfill her dream to be one.

ma, im sure u can see me now. look at me. i never regret to put my dreams away and make your's come true. i miss u ma, really miss u.....

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

pengalaman...

pengalaman....
sesuatu yang telah membentuk aku menjadi apa yang terzahir hari ini.
ada yang asyik, ada juga yang malang.
acap kali aku cuba membuang jauh episod-episod malang dari ingatan, tapi ternyata sukar. tiap kali aku membuat ia retak, tiap kali itu juga ia bercantum dan bercambah segar. aku benci itu!!